| I stand here alone
alone in my head
where bubbles float silenty to the top of my mind
like a lonly bottle of cheap champaign.
They slowly reach the top where they Pop loud
for every bubble is a memory of love
as they pop i see past loves good and bad
the memories force me to cry.
To cry out the champaign.....
for every bubble in my mind
I grow older....
as the love drawn memories heat up.
The champaign ferments
over all becoming a priceless drink....
A drink of one mans soul drivin by love.
-Levi D.
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| wow cant believe im actually posting in here....all i really have to say is i dont want to go to court and i dont want to go to school tomarrow cus iv missed a week and just dont feel like making up usless knowledge....
other than that im just FUCKING peachy!
no but seriously im fine lol
had a fun day today!
-Levi D.
P.S. i might start posting my poetry again and even some drawings....WOOT
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| hey guys!!! wow its been a while sence iv blogged!! sooo much has gone on!! where to start?!?! ummm im off diversion! and somewhat clean lol but yea remember my prom date Kristine? well she was in a motorcycle accedent last week and now in the hospital...nothing to serious, iv visited her and brought her some lillys to help her along...while i was talkin with her she broke out the news that shes preggers....im glad i didnt get involved with that!! then her bf came in and he was a douch bag and didnt even know how to fucking shake my hand right it pissed me off that i was replaced by such a weak bitch! but meh....i told her that if he leaves her (which he might do) that i will help her with the kid. i mean im not going to say im the father or anything but if she needs help like baby sitting while shes at work or school ill help.... on lighter news i have been accepted in SCC and im moving out with Nate M and David D on the 28th in College Park Apartments!! we got a 3 bedroom 2 bathroom LOFT!!! woo for 930 a month which comes down to 310 for me to pay which can be done!!.....im soooo excited this is such a big step in my life...the reason i really havnt posted on here is cuz myspace and facebook is uber better!! lol but yea i better go imma go hang out with some special peeps!!
-Levi
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| hey guys long time no post....just a lot of shit going on.......I GRADUATED!!! for a sec i thought i wasnt going to.....summers great waking up about 1 every day rocks and working at 5-8 at vals.....looking for a full time job tho.....dads pushing me into it...i just tell him to fuck off but o well.....lifes good...still single....still wishin the same bullshit.....still on diversion.......still friends with kristine all tho she stabed me with a pich fork in the back hehe.....well im gaana go venture over yonder and find food.......tell next time
-Levi D. |
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| story of the worst night ever:
i spent 400 dollers on my date with
the silk shirts and the silk ties, the lillies i got her where the most
expensive.....went to pick her up she was 30 min late getting ready i
was feeling like this night was going to be the best ever....i pic her
up i tried holding her hand in the car on the way to dinner....she
pulled away making the car ride most awkward...got to dinner at
wilderness ridge had a blast me being a gentlmen and opening all the
doors and pulling out all her chairs for her talked about the worldand
life....came out to be 88 dollers for food....my steak was cold....meh
so we leave and head to prom this time she caught on to me and let me
hold her hand....finds out she had a gaurder belt and wanted me to take
it off with my teeth later tonight....felt somewhat awkward because i
had suspecion of someone else in her life.... new something was
up....got to prom tryed to pull a move and kiss her before we went
in....(we had a fling and practically where gf/bf before last
night...she said she didnt want to mess up her makeup)....went inside
saw all my friends interduced her to everyone.... dance all the night
away tell about 11 oclock when the graduation song came on and it got
me thinking that this is my last time im going see everyone as a
whole....because after this year we all go our seperate ways....so i
started to tear up...and had to leave with nate for a while and grabed
a smoke....i was talking with nate and i told him about how i feel like
shit because im doing all this for Kristine and i had a suspition she
has another man.... well she came out to check up on me nate lied to
her and just said i was feeling sick..(thankyou nate for telling her
that) he knew i should tell her myself whats wrong.....while we where
outside nate and kristy (his date) left for a walk and kristine and i
started to talk.....i told her that im crazy about her and have been
ever sence we meet....and i asked her to tell me the truth and to not
lie anymore and asked is there another man in her life.....the answer
was yes.....just my luck....i felt like shit....so we went back in
after colelcting ourselfs and danced sum and then left....talking on
the way home made everything blow up....we've know eachother for 3
years and she use to tell me everything that was wrong with her and her
relationships and a month ago we tryed the dating thing for the most
part it was all working out but only lasted 1 week when she stoped
talking to me....tell a week ago because prom was coming up so i knew
she went off and found another.....but i told her at least we can now
say we tried the dating thing i will still be here for her..and that i
just want her to be happy so i also said that he better be worth all
this pain and she said he was.....fuck it....that was running threw my
mind...just no reason to live.....becuase i am a man of love....i cant
live without it.....but i droped her off at her house got a peck on the
cheeke. and she left.....i then left and drove around debating a lot of
things not healthy to me....went to closes store and bought a pack of
cigs and smoked half of them just trying to cheer up and cool
down........all i could and all i can is think of her.....then i went
to post prom and just ended up playing black jack all night and gave
all my money and earning to rob....because hes the only friend so fare
that has not hurt me........i then went home and cried myself to sleep
just knowing that i was replaced by something better......
and that is how im going to remember my senior prom.........
-Levi D.
Metaphor of the night:
I now must change my locks on this unlocked heart.......... |
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